SADD

Sometimes nothing is right. you're sick and I'm tired, 
and it's cold outside and my fingertips are blue.  
Sometimes neither of us has a good idea,  
and the sky really is falling again.  
Or it already fell, and now we just pick it up, 
then string it to the rafters, just like last time. 
Now, your cowlick is sleepy; but my walrus is not. 
And I just wish these fucking
threads would stop snapping.

Women and Children; to the Victors the Spoils

Been spending alot of time over the last 4-5 months with the Evans/Cates/Sullivan Family.  This conglomerate of appellidos is just an individually descriptive way of saying many lineages, one household. Mama China is a sister to me; her children are my God-Daughters.  The girl's father passed away on Christmas some years ago, and that is is private and complicated story.  In the meantime, they've kept their feet running solidly over ground.  They now live with my Mum, in her rambling, shambly folk victorian on Pettway Ave.  When I'm in Knoxville visiting it's total emersion into the frenetic world of women and children.  Kids running everywhere, with questions slinging through the air; loaded with the potential for a fit from someone.  I love it,  they're all three total drama queens and pose madly, with abandon, all the time.  As a person who hesitates when approaching others, in particular with a creative context, I'm learning alot about the joy others emanate when included (even if it's an event my whiplash ego deems "not good enough").    It's turning into quite a suite of photos.

I'm trying to wrap around some vague baroque impression of family;  what makes it tic, how we choose who we care for; who we would change for, adapt to, invite in.

GOOGLE ART:I'm geeking out!

http://goo.gl/j96Ub


constructed a little showing of my favorites; not quite chronologically, and in order to composition.

Simen Johan

Cymbidiums

To grow an orchid, you have to think like an orchid.  The golden rule for orchid success is to duplicate the plant's natural conditions as closely as possible. In nature, most orchids are epiphytes, meaning they grow on other objects, clinging to rough bark or even stone.

These plants thrive in these conditions:

• Strong light, but not direct late-afternoon sunlight (although dendrobiums can handle more sun)
• High humidity
• Turbulent air flow around the roots
• Regular periods of drying, alternating with drenching rains
• Temperatures between 50 degrees and about 85 degrees

I have a new assignment learning how to cultivate these Cymbidiums, a cold flowering type of Orchid gaining in popularity.

Light: During the growing season, cymbidiums appreciate dappled sunlight, or about 50 percent shade. They can be moved outdoors in the summer, providing they are not put into direct sunlight. A few hours of weak morning sunlight and shady afternoons is perfect. Move the cymbidiums outside after the threat of frost has passed. If you're growing them indoors, a southeast or east window is perfect. Your leaves should be apple green, as opposed to dark green. A dark green plant is likely not receiving enough sunlight to provoke a good bloom.

Water: Copious water during the growing season (spring, summer and fall). The purer the water, the better the plants. Accumulated salts in tap water can damage the plants, so make sure they are well flushed every time you water the plant. During the winter bloom, reduce watering dramatically, but don't let the plant dry out. Keep the potting media slightly damp to the finger. Plants that are affected by the salt build-up in tap water will exhibit leaf-tip dieback, a condition in which the leaf tips turn black and die.

Fertilizer: During the growing season, feed with a weak orchid fertilizer bimonthly or scatter slow-release pellets in the growing media at the beginning of the season. Be careful to avoid a high nitrogen fertilizer as this will cause rapid foliage growth at the expense of the bloom.

Temperature: Cymbidiums are considerably more cold tolerant than some other popular orchids. The large, older cymbidiums need an extended period of cold to provoke a bloom, while the miniatures aren't quite as dependent on cold weather to bloom. Cymbidiums have been known to briefly withstand freezing temperatures, although frost will kill them. Nights down to 40ºF are fine. On the other side, cymbidiums can also withstand considerably summer heat without wilting, as they are suited to the temperate regions of Asia where there is considerable variation in seasonal and day/night temperatures.

Blooming: The cymbidium bloom is triggered by a combination of falling temperatures and reduced water. The miniatures have generally been crossed with warm-house orchids, so they aren't quite as dependent on cold weather to bloom, but it's still an important part of cymbidium culture. The natural bloom season is during the winter, when your plants should be indoors and available for display. Cymbidium flowers grow in sprays, with spikes arising from new pseudobulbs every season.

Potting and repotting: Cymbidiums are semi-terrestrial orchids. They naturally grown in loamy humus, sending thin roots into the mixture. Thus, they are perfectly suited to the conditions most easily provided at home: a rich, loose, organic potting mixture. Most growers recommend using fir bark, perlite, peat moss, and other loose organic material in some combination. A commercial paphiopedilum mix will usually serve these plants well. Cymbidiums can be easily divided during repotting in the spring.

Grower's Tips: Cymbidiums are wonderful orchids to grow in the middle and coastal regions of the United States and other temperate countries. They can be grown outside during the spring, summer and fall, and moved back inside at the first threat of frost. During the summer, they will grow quickly, sending up new pseudobulbs topped with long, strappy leaves. The flowers are on display during the winter months. A well-grown cymbidium is resistant to most insects, but as with all orchids, there is some risk of aphids, scale and other insects. Treat with standard products, always following label directions.

Walgreens clinic

Again, the deplorable state of healthcare.  I get fever blisters, have since before I can remember.  I.m that dirty scabby kid from elementary school.  Anyways, every other country I have visited or lived in graciously allows me to know my own life condition and simply ask the pharmacist for the appropriate medicine ( usually about 5-10$).  Unfortunately, here in my home country; I must first pay a doctor to poke and prod me (65-75$; walgreens clinic) and then the price of the medication (double what I paid in both Korea and Costa Rica; where I have experience deaing with the problem while abroad). This is ridiculous.
200$ and 2 hours later, I emerge with 2 doses of an anti-viral medication, which has no street value whatsoever and will not get me high.  The doctor told me that the reason I must obtain a prescription is because some people abuse it, and the virus is mutating and becoming (much like bacterial infections) more resistant.  Meanwhile, the dose prescribed to me is triple the amount I have taken (with effective results) in the past.  Is resistance not caused by overmedicating; then not continuing to take the same high dose?  I'm no doctor nor nurse.
And by the way, why do bad weeks seem like months?

Sisters or Queen of the Mountain