Even though I'm not
doing it anymore,
I still regard painting
on a heroic scale
as a woman to be
a subversive activity.
Maybe that's why I think
I can't afford to do it right now.
It's too immature,
I'm too GROWN-UP
for that.
I've read likewaaaaayyyy
too much
contemporary art theory
to want to paint now.
drip  drip

Imitations of age and youth.